Andy's bday

it was Andy's bday and sweetie Mary skipped lect to buy him a BreadTalk cake and a hard boiled egg!

i hate fluids

Been trying out the fluids tutorial Compressible Flow for a few days, only completed 4/8. Seriously, I feel like puking. Its a chore doing all this work. I'm really not that interested in the expansion of a fluid from subsonic to supersonic flow through a converging-diverging nozzle; and the compression of a fluid vice versa through a diffuser. Shock wave when the back pressure is higher than the stagnation pressure? Gheek, if thats not enough, Fanno line flow when friction is taken into account. Haiz, head BIG BIG.

Although taking 4 modules this sem, they are all really quite difficult. I wonder why! Last sem modules wasn't this hard (my prescribed/specialsed bioengineer modules that is). Now I'm having second thoughts applying for jobs related to bioengineer. Ghee, they can get very technical too also you know?

I start to think about the future. Since starting out is so tough, I covet to b a Tai Tai!!! Anybody wanna apply? *yahoooo... (better shut up lest the boyfren make noise)


Haven't been doing much thinking nowdays. Just carried on with the mundane, work and more work (sometimes dreaming of the As). Being an airhead in front of the boyfren is definately easy and fun.


Been seeing some changes around. Life is unpredictable, along with these changes, I found a side of me, that is cynical and disappointed.

Indeed life is not a bed of roses, so no point harping on what we cannot change.

So do treasure life. Accept what is life and embrace the good of it.

School mundanes

Yesterday night sms-ed many frens to see if they wanna go for the Merrill Lynch recruitment talk today. I understand some of them who live in hall doesn't have formal wear and many more are so busy with 4011, design project, quizzes and other projects.

Christopher doesn't have formal wear.

Somehow yesterday when I converse with him, the past flashed through my mind.

Yesterday nite I was worried I couldn't fall aslp, bcos I've a quiz today. Before I slept, I thought of how Christopher helped me through the very hard times. I rem he told mi theres a limit to how much he can help me, the rest I've to help myself. Thanks Christopher, so so much...
Thoughts along that line, tears sprang to my eyes and I sobbed. I wish I've never met JJJ.


I don't know if God planned this. JJJ sms today..
Xxxxxx

J : How are you

C : ok. U?

Xxxxxx

C: Why didn't you deleted my no?

J: XxxxXXX

C: you can say anything you want.

J: Why didn't you deleted mine?

C: I don't rem to.

Xxxxx

J : dinner?



If God wans mi to settle things wif him, maybe this is the chance. Still, pondering whether I should..

I hate him, to the gut.